"A kite flies highest against the wind."
Is it so much to ask on the one day out of the week that i get my daughter for an entire day that i can just have a calm drama free day where i can just sit at home not to the point of anger, frustration, or tears and just enjoy the little time i get to see my daughter. I guess it is…
So, I can’t sleep so i’ll blog. I’m having a terrible night, i’m feeling sick, my eyes hurt, i have a headache. I feel like just dieing. I have a problem that i don’t know how to handle because i know it’s going to blow up and i’m in no mental condition to deal with it right now but i’m afraid if i don’t it will be accepted as fact when it damn sure isnt. This is the worse night i’ve had in a while. If i knew it was gonna be this bad i would have taken a sleep aid. I just can’t seem to shut my mind off. I don’t want to deal with it, i don’t want to argue with you, but i don’t want rumors about me being said that aren’t true. If this is anything i am not in this world it’s a cheater.
